when i was young....

twas sittin in the car with mum dad and bro coming bak from glenny when they were all like
"remember that time GOR GOR got his head stuck in a chair!!"
"ya lah, happened more than once as well"
"ya lah! once in the library when he was 3, and agen at the resturant....in fact i lost count alrdy"

so upon hearing this....i tried 2 think bak...and i think i do remmber =.="
gettin my head stuck in a chair......on definately more than one occasion.
i gues i got bored alot as a kid, and yea....sticking my head in the gap that they have between the bak part of the chair...was how i rolled!!!!

and then when i did get my head through the gap, mum totally freaks out so that freaks me out and then i try and get my head out and it gets stuck =.=" so...THANKS ALOT MAAAAAARM!!!

also another memory they brought up is whenever there was a garbage truck i'd RUN OUT side jst 2 see it pick up the rubbish and then drive off with the rubbish. and this was in aus AND in msia!

dunno why i do have that kinda fasination with garbage trucks....but maybe coz they're so god damn noisy and wake you up in the middle of the mornin =.="
or...maybe im gonna be a garbage collector when i GROW UP!! =O (azn parents WORST NIGHTMARE)

meh, will see what the future brings

true that!!

There are many faults and sufferings caused by attachment.
After recognising the disadvantages and faults of attachment,
we will recognise that to generate real happiness, there are
better ways of thinking. There are other ways to look for
happiness, so we try to train the mind in those other ways of
thinking, and of looking for happiness. This is what one should
do.
Out of attachment and affection, it is important to have more
affection and love than attachment. If we have more affection
and love than attachment, then we will also experience less
suffering, such as the suffering of separation. For example, if
your girlfriend leaves you and goes off with somebody else
who is more handsome, has more qualities and so forth,
instead of experiencing suffering, you will be happy!
Similarly, a mother will have more love then attachment
towards her son. When the son finds a nice and beautiful
girlfriend, the mother may feel jealous but for the most part she
will be happy for the son. The more beautiful the girlfriend, the
more happy the mother will be.
And the other way around – a father will have more love and
affection then attachment for his daughter. If the daughter finds
a handsome boyfriend, the richer and more handsome the
boyfriend, the happier the father will be for his daughter. Of
course, it is possible that he also will be a little jealous of the
boyfriend!
If we can have more affection and love for the other person than
attachment, our relationship with that person will be better
and more stable. Many people have a relationship based
initially on attachment, and after some time they may break up.
But their attitude towards each other may have changed, and
they may now regard each other with affection and love, rather
than with attachment. So, actually, their relationship has
become much better than before, when it was based on
attachment. This is a very common experience.



^true that!

expectations

i have this thing
where i lower my expectations or make it sooooooooooo bad in my head so that when it does happen in reality.....it'll turn out betta than expected.
its like that himym EP!!!
"this potato skin is NOT as gud as i expected, in my mind, i thought in my mind that it would be the best potato skin, but really....its not that great"
ted mooseby! you're so funny!

but.....in theory! its very true!
becoz
in your mind you think...awww sheet.....its gonna b HELL!!
but then...when you do hav an awesum time! you're like....hey wait a second! it wans't as bad as you thort it'd be!!

so..this all comes in 2day
when i played b-ball....
coz....i guess i felt pretty ticked off that we had 2 play the no.1 team who were defs not meant 2 b in our div =.="
but then, when the game did happen, it wasn't too bad coz we only lost by 5, and its pretty god damn gud! even tho they were kinda jst screwin rnd and not playin too seriosuly
but STILLL LAH!!!

jst.....food for thort i guess

18 lah!!

18....is what i will be in a years time
and....then ill b a legally an adult...
OH SHIT!!!

i don't really like the feeling of bdays coz its like...."dude!! you're ONE YR OLDER! you're SOOO OLD!!" and no ONE WANTs 2 b OLD!!......(well some do)...BUT NOT ME!!

i guess...no mattter how old i am, ill always b young @ heart! theres not enough time in the world 2 grow old. gotta enjoy life and jst HAVE FUN! (responsibly)

so the whole get 2getha i pulled last nite...i guess was kinda out of the ordinary 2 me
normally i jst sit rnd, look in the mirror and say: "fk.....one yr closer 2 dying"
but its betta if u enjoy it with friends. no matter what, the best memories are with your friends!! (AMEN!)

pressies are awesum as well! XD but the companies the most important part
awesum shoes! THANKS GUYS/GIRLS/anyone whose inbetween!!!
also got a BEANIE!! which is pretty kool XD can't w8 4 wear it in winter! can't wear it atm coz my hair is retarded =.="
also got a HAT!! full on BLACK HAT!!
and a slice of cake!!
all in all.....presents are external, but jst glad everyone cud SHOW UP!

so....now im 17, probs need 2 get my license
and own VCE
and get a proper job
and finishVCE b4 i get a job
and travel the world
and travel the world ATFA VCE
and....
oh shit, the list is ENDLESS!!

neways....
thats all i can think of atm
gonna get smashed 2nite in b-ball, meh!! FK IT!